seams

When we kiss, taste gasoline
I think that he's still mad at me
Watch a moment turn to weeks
I hate this feeling, I'm so week
I left home, I won't come back
A silent film, or heart attacks
A funny feeling that I lack
This shitty movie fades to black

I know I've been falling in love too fast
And now I'm falling apart at the seams
Hey darling I hope to see you soon
I'm sorry I'm too scared inside without you

Can I take it all back, is it too late?
I hate how I'm thinking, have shit on my shoelace
I'm nauseous, my body is toxic, I'm two-face
I just want you to tell that I'm more than-
I don't know what I want
I feel what I look like,
I promised my mom I will try to live a good life
Design is just cheap clothes
And I book flights to everywhеre you're not

And this hotel room is way too quiеt
Dear god, I'm so sick of silence
I see your face behind my eyelids
Kill my fear and stop this crying
I know, I know, but I have to go
I see your face whenever it snows
I know, I know, but I have to go
I know, I know, I know

I know I've been falling in love too fast
And now I'm falling apart at the seams
Hey darling I hope to see you soon
I'm sorry I'm too scared inside without you

You, I'm losing patience
I hate this feeling, I can't explain it
I thought i had you, I was mistaken
We fought too much in our conversations
I wish that I could be your boy
I wish that you could see it too
And now you got someone else to annoy
And I'm stuck here thinking 'bout you
I see your pictures in your mind,
they burn away with everything
And when the tears fell from my eyes,
you use to wipe them away from me
You're the golden person, I will never be what you were to me
Hope that we can talk about it the way that things were suppose to be

I know I've been falling in love too fast
And now I'm falling apart at the seams
Hey darling I hope to see you soon
I'm sorry I'm too scared inside without you