I’m trying

[Verse 1] It's been a week And I can't tell you a thing I did I can't sleep All my friends, they're worried again [Pre-Chorus] It's a cycle I won't outgrow I'm the punchline of some sick joke I can't bring myself to leave home But I'm terrified to be alone [Chorus] I say that I'm fine, but it feels like I'm dyin' Why do the words in my head get so violent? Half of the time I'm just barely survivin' But I'm tryin', I'm tryin' [Verse 2] No surprise That I'm not one for resolutions Even in the best times I'm too scared to smell the roses [Pre-Chorus] It's a cycle I won't outgrow I'm the punchline of some sick joke I can't bring myself to leave home But I'm terrified to be alone [Chorus] I say that I'm fine, but it feels like I'm dyin' Why do the words in my head get so violent? Half of the time I'm just barely survivin' But I'm tryin', I'm tryin' Tryna be everything to everybody I feel so much that I almost feel nothing Half of the time I'm just barely survivin' But I'm tryin', I'm tryin' [Outro] I'm tryin', I'm tryin', oh Yeah, I'm tryin', I'm tryin' I'm tryin', I'm tryin' Yeah, I'm tryin', I'm tryin'