Pain Reliever

No pulse Only vibrations A failed attempt unholy creation Indulge Your desperation Through pleasure-seeking, short-sighted temptations Stone cold Yeah, I know why you never sleep at night Can't excuse, justify or look me in the eyes Kill slow You know I love the way you twist your knife Keep your pace, carve away until you bleed me dry Do you feel alive? Nothing but shame in your eyes And when we arrive I'll run away and you'll lie Fool's gold, spin me a fable Is there a heaven? How kind is our maker? Withhold, it's human nature We lie first and tell half-truths later No hope Don't bother begging for forgiveness now Hollow prayers won't repair a lifetime of broken vows Doors close You're all alone with your decisions now Marked for death, save your breath, because there's no way out Do you feel alive? Nothing but shame in your eyes And when we arrive I'll run away and you'll lie I've never been a believer But still you won't tell the truth I may be your pain reliever But I'm still guilty like you Like you Like you Tell me right now I wanna see the world through your eyes rolling back in your head Do you feel alive? Nothing but shame in your eyes And when we arrive I'll run away and you'll lie