Downward Spiral

Take me away Spent the last years sweeping on the waves But it don't matter, it don't matter if I'm close to the end I'm just a fly and you're a widow Never again But I, but i lose it again But i don't care 'Cause it doesn't even really matter Doesn't even really matter Nothing makes sense While i fly up on the open shore Crooked bones and everlasting snakes I'm expecting things to shatter every day now Sane now, everybody looks the same now At the bottom of my mind, where the water leaks Wanna question, why it always happens to me But it don't matter, it don't matter if I'm close to the end I'm just a fly and you're a widow (and now i'm caught in your webs) I'll lose it ever again I'll make sure, i'll make sure, this time i Pull all the ropes down and sit down on the floor Release my last breath before i