THROUGH MY EYES

[Verse] If you could see through my eyes Then you would understand me a little bit Three white, one brown that's a little mix All the youngers got 'nuff sweets on 'em, it's Pick n Mix Mums in bits, she don't wanna be in the bits Uncle told me I'm the man of the house, I was still a kid Gettin' growin' pains from the shit I was carrying, yeah If you could see through my eyes Yeah, I see the olders on the block in a drop top It made me wanna drop out of school so I dropped off a bit Fuck a professor I ain't listenin', I'm not profitin' Never had a job, I was on job Gettin' rid of work every day, I did not stop And I really set the bar most high and that's on God If you could see through my eyes Yeah, you would've seen a lot Self-sabotage, I told myself I wouldn't be a lot Really took a gamble on myself and I beat the odds Man are really tryna aim at you when you're beatin' shots Tryna get this fast money, got me speedin' off in a Punto With goods on me like we never came from a good home Push me to the limit and am still gonna push though 'Cause too much will never be enough If you could see through my eyes Yeah, and you would've had PTSD as well VVS's on me, I don't need CV as well From tryna make a killin', you can die in the street as well In the T thinkin' "Am I endin' up on a T as well?" I went off the rails back when I was on TFL They tried to box me in but I delivered, I'm DHL My dreams didn't shatter, the glass ceilin' fell If you could see through my eyes Yeah, then you would understand why I had a vision Really could've stayed in OT but I had a mission Trapping nearly trapped me in the cycle and that was vicious Man were getting's AM's 'cause they never had ambition Instead of smokin' ammi or rollin' with ammunition I really had a target and first it was hit and miss 'Til I dropped my first hit and that's when I went missin' If you could see through- Yeah, then you'd be blinded, diamonds Bro flooded, women wanna dive in Sat on heat in seats, I'm laid back so I reclined it They been sleepin' on me, I can see it on their eyelids Shootouts, they woke us up when they would rise We was outside but we still was outsiders All those flip decision but they still couldn't divide us I'm glad I valued brotherhood and all my guys did If you could see through my eyes