untitled (I Just Don’t Remember)

[Verse 1] Crouched down by the tree at his neighbors He liked the way the bark ripped off like paper He pretended he was Superman, eyes had lasers Every step he took turned earth into craters Little brown jacket, Lee jeans with a cuff Bowl cut, blue and yellow mismatched Chucks He's a sitting duck, didn't hear the car pull up Thought his arm broke when they shoved him in the trunk [Verse 2] Brake light, night light, choking on his tear snot "Fear not" summarizе the voice within an earshot Mufflеd through the seats, stale smoke He can hear Scott-Heron singing "Home Is Where the Hatred Is" Home is where they took him from and he don't know who's taken him Puffy eyes, pissed pants, sore throat, scream like a whisper Fists beat the backseat every time he whimpers He can see his own breath, it's the middle of the winter X-Men hologram card that was in his coat A single source of hope as they speedin' up the road He traded some comics for it, he got a sleeve for its protection He's just glad he got it with him, it's his one possession [Verse 3] Car stops, door slams He's relieved and frozen [?] strangers Why he was chosen Chafed legs, denim tears, piss, vomit Inching close, the door opens Lurking was a silhouette with unfamiliar hands Now he's a shaking mess, carried 'cause he couldn't stand Bluish glow of television flickers in a stairwell Led into a lair, he got sick from how the air smells He's with his parents in his brain, this is their hell He felt the worry in his bones, he don't fare well Against these monsters in this crypt, this is their jail All this time passed, I'm still scared that I'm still there [Hook] All these fucking years I just don't remember All this fucking time I just don't remember Did I lose my mind? I just don't remember Did I die, am I lying? I just don't remember All these fucking years I just don't remember All this fucking time I just don't remember Did I lose my mind? I just don't remember Did I die, am I lying? I just don't remember All these fucking years I just don't remember All this fucking time-