Good at Feeling Bad

I want to keep today in my pocket With the spare change I never spent A bus pass from a foreign continent For the days I feel like I’m drowning With the dishes in the kitchen sink Yell, “I’m sorry!” to the air conditioning And all our friends are outside getting high You’re the only one who’s feeling my vibe I’m getting good at feeling bad Ignore the thoughts running through my head By now my darkness has a pedigree I’m getting good at having something wrong with me I’m good at feeling bad I know that I’m chasing a feeling With a Diet Coke and my favorite shirt To cover up all the things that used to hurt When I need something to help me sleep Something to stay awake I can’t keep track of what I take And all our friends are outside getting high You’re the only one who’s feeling my vibe I’m getting good at feeling bad Ignore the thoughts running through my head By now my darkness has a pedigree I’m getting good at having something wrong with me I’m good at feeling bad Maybe there’s no silver lining It’s always been an iron skin I only need a little light If I never see the sun again Maybe there’s no silver lining It’s always been an iron skin I only need a little light If I never see the sun again I’m getting good at feeling bad Ignore the thoughts running through my head By now my darkness has a pedigree I’m getting good at having something wrong with me I’m good at feeling bad Maybe there's no silver lining I'm good at feeling bad Maybe there's no silver lining