I wish i was special

[Intro] When I was a boy, hoped that someone loved me I guess that I was wrong [Verse 1] When I was a kid, didn't believe in much Santa Claus, fairy tales, all bullshit to me I was always thinking, thinking of my mom She thought I was special I wish I was special [Chorus] But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? (Oh) I don't belong here [Verse 2] I don't care if it hurts I wanna have somebody Somebody to love me Three children and a dog, I'll guess I'll never know I want you to notice, when I'm not around My dad said I was special I wish I was special [Chorus] But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? (Oh) I don't belong here [Bridge] Oh, oh She's running out the door Oh, oh She's running out, run, run, run, run, run Run [Outro] But I make you happy Whenever you want How come you don't love me? I wish I was special But I'm a creep Shit, I'm a weirdo Why would you ever love me? I don't belong here... I don't belong here...