Surrender My Heart

So I've been trying hard to open up When I lost someone, it hit me rough I paid to toughen up in therapy, she said to me Soften up I'm sorry if I push your good away Especially when I'm needing you to stay I know you hate that I still test your love I'm trying not to fuck this up But the benefit of all the broken hearts That I broke before they could break me Is a little bit of life regrets I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family And I wanna be brave enough for everything Surrender my heart (I'm out here in the open) I wanna get closer (I believe in you every night) Surrender my heart I wanna be open I wanna be honest with you I used to soldier through my hardest days I used to switch it off, ignore the pain I craved to feel it all entirely in your arms, baby But the benefit of all the broken hearts That I broke before they could break me Is a little bit of life regrets I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family And I wanna be brave enough for everything Surrender my heart (I'm out here in the open) I wanna get closer (I believe in you every night) Surrender my heart I wanna be open I wanna be honest with you I believe in you every night (na na na na na na na) Every night (na na na na na na na) Every night (I believe in you every night) I believe in you every night (na na na na na na na) Every night (na na na na na na na) Every night (I believe in you every night) Surrender my heart (I'm out here in the open) I wanna get closer (I believe in you every night) Surrender my heart I wanna be open I wanna be honest with you