All At Once

Some of us will live our lives like we are just living life on the run. Some of us will die in our old age, others of us will die young. But sometimes it feels like I am just, getting so many things wrong, it feels like I'm walking down my last mile and my god it just feels so long. Please just slow it down, I'm walking off these years. Please just slow it down, cos' I can't stand the tears. I would not expect you to understand it, cos' things never turned out the way we planned it, I just hoped that I would know you and I never have to walk this world alone! I would not expect you to ever notice, you never had the time to be over joyed with me, if you could hear me now then, I wouldn't want to lose it all at once. Some of us will live our lives like we are just dragging our heals through the night. Some of us will stay in the darkest holes and some of us will find the light. Sometimes it feels like I am just getting so many thing wrong, it feels like I'm walking down my last mile and my god it just feels so long... Please just slow it down, I'm walking off these years... Please just slow it down, cos' I can't stand the tears. I would not expect you to understand it, cos' things never turned out the way we planned it, I just hoped that I would know you and I never have to walk this world alone! I would not expect you to ever notice, you never had the time to be over joyed with me, if you could hear me now then, I wouldn't want to lose it all at once.