Not OK!

[Verse 1] 18 with a hammer at my senior prom Ripping couches in the basement of a country club That was my first panic attack I knew couldn't get my youth all back I got a temper from my old man, used to black out Then I started drinking liquor 'til my cash ran down I was living in the house with the band Couldn't pay rent, couldn't keep a job, didn't have a plan [Pre-Chorus] Some days, man, I've got it all together Most days though I'm just trying to get better [Chorus] Everybody's got that something We can't fix with love or money Even when it pulls me under Get so high that it just seems funny How many times can I fake it Before it breaks me, I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay [Verse 2] 23 and skipping obligations For some fake crush when I start to lose my patience I get stoned on going too fast And what a rush when we finally crash I know a little bit more now than I used to But at the cost I payed, I'm pretty sure I got screwed I spent a few nights sleeping in my car Took it too far a couple times getting kicked out of the bar Some days, man I've got it all together Most days though I'm just trying to get better [Chorus] Everybody's got that something We can't fix with love or money Even when it pulls me under Get so high that it just seems funny How many times can I fake it Before it breaks me, I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not o- Okay! Okay! Okay! Okay! [Bridge] Maybe when 50 I'll figure it out Get my shit put together in a nice clean house Maybe that's a pipe dream [Chorus] Everybody's got that something we can't fix with love or money Even when it pulls me under Get so high that it just seems funny How many times can I fake it Before it breaks me, I'm not okay I'm not okay Everyone feels like they're crazy Why can't I say it? I'm not okay I'm not okay! I'm not okay