I Was Amazing

[Verse 1] What if I was amazing? What if everything worked? Would I be worth saving Or would I sink into the dirt? [Chorus] I will wake up fine Through another night It gets so loud sometimes But I will stay alive [Verse 2] I spend every day waiting My replies all rehearsed Oh god it’s so devastating The ways I measure my worth [Chorus] I will wake up fine Through another night It gets so loud sometimes But I will stay alive [Bridge] I can’t fall asleep and I can’t wake up Why does a stranger live in my skull Watch my warning signs explode How will I survive Through another night? [Chorus] I will wake up fine Through another night It gets so loud sometimes But I will stay alive