Fallen Soldiers (Remix)

[Verse 1] Spank, what'chu doing? I know you up there In Heaven with a pretty angel braidin' ya hair Eatin' ya sunflower seeds drinkin' ya beer All I could do is wish you was here, in the physical Super hit me on the two way and left me a message sayin' You mighta got killed, it couldn't be real Then reality struck me, nah, that shit crushed me Your life ended, you cheated me out of a friendship Plus we wasn't speakin' as frequent I was O.T., you was in Queensbridge Son you know me, it wasn't no secret I wasn't agreeing with niggas motives, shit is corrosive Like rust, who can I trust when niggas is cobras? Son I spoke at ya funeral, your aunt sang beautiful Your moms was so proud the way the crew came through for you Word son, the love is real [Chorus] Did you ever lose a nigga you love? Then ask yourself is there a heaven for thugs? And will you be forgiven when your spirit is judged This song is dedicated to my niggas above Did you ever lose a nigga you love? Then ask yourself is there a heaven for thugs? And will you be forgiven when your spirit is judged This song is dedicated to my niggas above [Verse 2] Blue, I think of you and the tears begin I know you my dog, that's a man best friend My life ain't the same since you met ya end So for you, I represent my nigga When I come to Greensborough I think of you Sittin' on twenties, sippin' on Remy If you looked in dudes eyes then you woulda saw envy And maybe you'd still be alive, you hear me son? I mean ya daughter was barely one Too young to understand she'll never see you again Little Ariel at daddy burial Unaware of how much daddy cared for you And I don't gotta talk about the things I'll do Son I got'chu, be easy Ya little girl will never need and never see the treachery this world has to offer Yes believe my nigga, uhh [Chorus] Did you ever lose a nigga you love? Then ask yourself is there a heaven for thugs? And will you be forgiven when your spirit is judged This song is dedicated to my niggas above Did you ever lose a nigga you love? Then ask yourself is there a heaven for thugs? And will you be forgiven when your spirit is judged This song is dedicated to my niggas above [Verse 3] Mommy, I need you to guide me And help me find a Judas among me I know truly you love me I battled no power but the ruler above me And prayed for my enemies as well as my friends Will I ever see you again? Ma, you was so pretty I'd give anything to have you near me Life is precious like a diamond necklace I need you, to point me in the right direction I'm still learnin' life's lessons, ya my inner essence I'm your reflection as you seen in my conception Throughout my adolesence I was missin you, wishin you Would appear in the physical, but you never came Rappers feel they my equal, but can't measure my pain That run through me like blood in my veins My life could be a movie Who am I? A real thug yours truly 'Mega, 'Mega, for all my fallen... [Chorus] Did you ever lose a nigga you love? Then ask yourself is there a heaven for thugs? And will you be forgiven when your spirit is judged This song is dedicated to my niggas above Did you ever lose a nigga you love? Then ask yourself is there a heaven for thugs? And will you be forgiven when your spirit is judged This song is dedicated to my niggas above