Yo
Yeah, OG and the squad, but the youngest still
They assume I must have failed, 'cause oftentimes
Interviewers asking me, "How does it feel
To not have yet the success like others in the ville?"
Acting like my time has passed me by, but time isn't real
And due time we'll see what God reveals
Survived through stabbing, sharp glass, and crash cars off pills
Seen my partner passing right in front of my eyes
Is when I thought to heal
Changed the diet, warped the pills, finally allow myself to feel
Finally allowed myself to cry; I had to allow myself to die
A hundred times, in order to get my wings, 'fore I was meant to fly
It's already written, ain't kidding
It's been emphasized that I was meant to rise
It's like the sun, God sent to die
Play my shit for Net before we passed
He told me, "Give it time,"
'cause my shit from the heart, and ain't no way no one can mimic mine
They gon' see it, I ain't gotta say shit, like I mimic mimes
Soon they'll blow, I mimic minds, Cody met a ticking bomb, boom
It's all about time and it's all about God and it's all about riding
That's all that I got
It's all about conquer and all the things blocking
And I'm all about climbing my way up to the top
But it's all about change, does I got up in the ages
Is it all about change, or is it all about grief?
Has this ride for the fame been the cause of my pain?
Am I wrong to get this game? Everything that I got
All that I got, my pen and my pad
This just isn't a fad
This was my suicide liner, I placed my feelings, Colleen
Without being met with disrespect or dismissed into trash
In it you get a glimpse of my future and hints of my past
Had to let shit go; holding on felt like fist full of glass
Whole lot of scars on my heart, and sips from the flask
Brother from my mother, and I got my sis from my dad
She calls my mother "mother," ain't no such thing as sissin' a hat
It's been a minute and a half, since I decided to call
Giving no attention to the fam, let's might get it all
Neglecting the few friends I got left, they don't like it at all
Please don't take it personal, I know y'all not psychic at all
But I deal with shit on my own, had to go heal and get grown
Clean what I spilled on my own, right to the feeling is gone
Busy but feeling alone, am I wrong going after a dream
That hasn't poured back into me or is it killing me slow?
It's all about time and it's all about God and it's all about riding
That's all that I got
It's all about conquer and all the things blocking
And I'm all about climbing my way up to the top
But it's all about change, does I got up in the ages
Is it all about change, or is it all about grief?
Has this ride for the fame been the cause of my pain?
Am I wrong to get this game? Everything that I got
