Cheating on Myself

I can't tell Was it really worth all the hurt and hell? Realized I've been wasting all my time on someone else Cheating on myself, cheating on myself Yes man, how'd I go and turn into a yes-man? Showing up for everybody else, yeah Only way I've ever known (only way I've ever known) Twenty-four everyone around me always needing more Now I still get uncomfortable on the dance floor I swore I would let it go Could have been the one Middle fingers up Oh, my god, what have I done? I can't tell Was it really worth all the hurt and hell? Realized I've been wasting all my time on someone else Cheating on myself, cheating on myself I can't tell Was it really worth all the lonely nights? Feel like I've been wasting all my life on someone else Cheating on myself, cheating on myself Alone Lately I've been going through my own phone No one ever ever noticed I was so low (so low) Lying with a happy face, oh Could have been the one Middle fingers up Oh, my god, what have I done I can't tell Was it really worth all the hurt and hell? Realized I've been wasting all my time on someone else Cheating on myself, cheating on myself I can't tell Was it really worth all the lonely nights? Feel like I've been wasting all my life on someone else Cheating on myself, cheating on myself Cheating on myself, cheating on myself Cheating on myself, cheating on myself I can't tell Was it really worth all the hurt and hell? Realized I've been wasting all my time on someone else (Someone else, someone else) I can't tell Was it really worth all the hurt and hell? Realized I've been wasting all my time on someone else Cheating on myself, cheating on myself I can't tell Was it really worth all the lonely nights? Feel like I've been wasting all my life on someone else Cheating on myself, cheating on myself