⁠The Ghost of Her Smile

I don't wanna be close to anyone So start to swim, start to run I don't wanna get swept away in your time Instead of seek, try to hide And I won't take that bait Just for you to cast me off 'Cause you don't like the taste Try and bury myself in the sand 'Cause you don't know where I stand Try and will myself to look away 'Cause I know that I'll be slain I don't wanna see you with anyone else Makes me look too closely at myself And my mind starts feeling Can't ignore the podcasting of the feeling And I don't wanna kiss you But that's a lie that I tell myself every day until I die Every day until you're mine Try and bury myself in the sand 'Cause you don't know where I stand Try and will myself to look away 'Cause I know I can't be saved I'm tangled in a net For you and everyone's sake Don't wanna be your friend I don't wanna be your friend I don't wanna be your friend I don't wanna be your friend I don't wanna be your friend I don't wanna be your friend I don't wanna be your friend