What Have I Done to Myself?

[Verse 1: Duncecap] Hindsights perfect Sometimes the road less traveled isn't worth it Regrets grow and sneak to the surface That's a day gone thinking Where Everything's a blur And nothing's really wrong But my destiny is cursed And I swear that I'm broken Off to a bad start The story still goes The Hare and the tortoise Both now no shows You pay for those Appointments I'm molting While the whole worlds burns Thats death and some regrowth Existence is token Experience the cut throat I wish I coulda raised me Hand on the stove Training Wheels off Kinetic with learning Now you're cooking Like you're hungry and you’re useless Or a mother fucking doofus Future or back burner Either way you're getting chewed up Watch where you step Expect the unexpected Shame in knowing that my Agency's protected I'm a piece of shit and I get it Dig myself deeper Foot in mouth like a fetish Cat got my tongue now Regret the present Crux of my post love Over and new start Crushin my true form Who are these dates for? Novelty sex swarm Fought off the bed bugs Drone in my day job Im not having a good one