From The Outside

Some nights I just wanna put my fist Right through that mirror on the wall The only time that I feel like myself Is one shot from face down on the floor Got too much pride for therapy Damn, life of the party is all they say But looking from the outside They can't feel the pain that I've been fighting Looking from the outside They can't hear the voice in my head lying Saying "I'm never gonna be, never gonna be anything" Why, you give a damn? Why you trying anyway? Can't see that I have lost my mind They probably think I'm fine Looking from the outside Most nights I get so high Just to crash and burn 'cause it makes me feel like Half of me is on the edge The other half is wondering when I'm gonna let go, let go But looking from the outside They can't feel the pain that I've been fighting Looking from the outside They can't hear the voice in my head lying Saying "I'm never gonna be, never gonna be anything" Why, you give a damn? Why you trying anyway? Can't see that I have lost my mind They probably think I'm fine Looking from the outside Looking from the outside But looking from the outside They can't feel the pain that I've been fighting Looking from the outside They can't hear the voice in my head lying Saying "I'm never gonna be, never gonna be anything" Why, you give a damn? Why you trying anyway? Can't see that I have lost my mind They probably think I'm fine Looking from the outside Looking from the outside