change for me

I guess you only loved me for yourself Only complimented me when you need help Always gave you second chances You had your third and your fourth just handed To you babe, but you just take them for granted You were busy crying wolf And I was busy trying not to look I wasted time I wish I knew That I could be amazing without you No, you're never gonna change for me I grew up I'm fucking 23 You'll take your baby steps and then I'll hold my breath until I see That you're never gonna change for me I trusted you to hold the key to heaven But you kept it for your self absorbed obsession Treated love like some transaction For you to give and trade compassion Til you get what you need Even if there's a good chance that it hurts me Now I'll never trust someone I'll try to but my hope is numb I hate your guts but love you so much that it's dumb No, you're never gonna change for me I grew up I'm fucking 23 You'll take your baby steps and then I'll hold my breath until I see That you're never gonna change for me And I blame you for me missing signs Blame you for ruining guys for me Hate you for trying to change my mind It's the same move I'm holding my tongue And I wait for you but you never come God, I saved you But you won't let go of the gun And now I'm done I know, you're never gonna change for me I moved on I'm fucking 23 You'll take your baby steps and then I'll hold my breath until I see (Ohhhh) No, you're never gonna change for me I grew up I'm fucking 23 You'll take your baby steps All 12, but I can't let myself believe That you're ever gonna change for me Cuz you're never gonna change for me