I Wish I Wasn't Me

[Verse 1] Quiet please, can someone turn my head down? Can't sleep got the rhythm too loud I'm barely keeping breath inside my body Screaming to keep the darkness out [Pre-Chorus] But the monsters knock and I let them in Fear and doubt are my closest friends [Chorus] But let's give 'em a show Bring out the marching band Hoping that no one can see When the curtains are closed I'm alone in an empty room Wishing that I wasn't me 'Cause sometimes I wish I wasn't me I wish I wasn't me [Verse 2] Listen, a symphony of sadness Playing softly in the corners of my mind See I'm building thеse walls of validation Too high for me to evеn climb [Pre-Chorus] But the monsters knock and I let them in 'Cause fear and doubt are my closest friends [Chorus] But let's give 'em a show Bring out the marching band Hoping that no one can see When the curtains are closed I'm alone in an empty room Wishing that I wasn't me Sometimes I wish I wasn't me I wish I wasn't me