[Intro: Fraxiom]
I've found somewhere I can go
When I've been a wretch
When I've been a fool and don't want you to know
When I'm disappointed and saying it wrong
When I forget every message in my songs
[Chorus: Fraxiom]
So I'll cry right now to make up for all the times where I could've let it out but I didn't
And you'll all freak out, you don't know what set me off, but I am not gonna stop till I'm dry
In my mind right now, there's a panopticon spinnin' round tryna find out who did it
Bet that you'll freak out, out of nowhere, cut you off 'cause I'm never gonna stop feelin' righteous
Make you cry right now, ooh, come on, let it out
Show me all that misery that you tell all your friends about
Make you yell at me, kinda like when you do
Usually a gentle person, but I get it out of you
Lit a match one day and I threw it round my back, and I never looked back, now the fire's coming back around
I don't care that I burned it down
[Verse 1: Fraxiom]
I'm a shallow person, dive into me, get your head hurt
I should put a sign up warning people not to do that
Passin' out in public, and I hit myself in private
Indifferent to life, and you can see it in my eyelids (Oh, no)
Someone did it to me, act like it was something I did
TV on, light the J, never keep it quiet
Never sit in silence
'Cause when I remember my life and its details
It makes me wanna get violent
And that's not good for the world
[Chorus: Fraxiom]
So I'll cry right now to make up for all the times when I wanted you to hurt but you didn't
And you'll lose your mind, you don't know what set me off, but I am not gonna stop till it's right
In my mind right now, there's a panopticon and it's stopped, tellin' me that you did it
Bet you won't freak out when I go and cut you off 'cause you knew that it was coming this time
Make you cry right now, motherfucker, let it flow
Show me all that misery that you put on me long ago
Wanna yell at me, but you can't, 'cause I'm gone
Usually a gentle person, but I'm makin' you a monster
Lit a match one day and I threw it round my back, and I never looked back, now the fire's coming back around
I don't even care that I burned it down
[Verse 2: Fraxiom]
I remember 2019 when everybody actually liked me
And I had no beef because it was impossible to meet anybody so evil
And I knew so many more people who would call me up on a Friday
To do ten over on the highway, to be there for me in the driveway
Don't ask me about where I've been
Don't ask me about what I know
Don't walk up to me begging me to unblock your ass at my own show
I'm the furthest thing from a celebrity
I'm a crash out with no identity and no integrity
I'm a parasite, I'm a grifter, I'm a-
Trying to own my freak
Trying to figure out why that's hard for me
I don't need no more opinions
I know my life's been a movie
And not no fun like The Minions
I pray to kink for forgiveness
And hope that somebody listens
I need a type of therapy that hasn't been invented yet
Maybe I need to make enough money to leave the internet
And I don't know
But I just hope that friends of Bluey, fans of leather
Know that I know that we flock the same feather
[Breakdown: Fraxiom, Gupi]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Butterfly knife I won't put up a fight (Nunc me rogitas nunc consulis)
Stabbing every petty thing into my chest so you can spite me (Empus abit am satist)
Frightening psyche, thunderbolts and lightning (Curse upon my town)
Lightning, tightening, it's shorter than it might seem ('Cause they never wanted me to do shit)
And I'm just looking after myself (Can I meet you uptown at the station)
You should do the same before you go and do this shit to somebody else ('Cause I downloaded all my appli-appli)
Just try to do what's best for your health (And I'm just tryna AirDrop something special)
While I'll block all of the pages that rate all my shitty songs like it's Yelp (Can Gupi turn the snare up one more level?)
All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus (Yeah)
New iPod touch with the center camera thing that is a purchase (Yeah)
My fags so mean when we go to Five Below make a disturbance (But I ride, fandom with no brand ties, I go phantom and you go on standby) (Yeah)
No guilt on me when I light another up, 'cause I deserve this (I go to Target CVS at night-night-night-night) (Yeah, yeah)
[Outro]
(And they usually laugh, and I laugh, 'cause it's sorta funny, you know?
You know?
It's nice to have a buddy. I wish I would've had this sooner
Love you guys, bye.)
