all alone

Whiskey pour another cup Nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up Off the last lost breath of a lover that you once Had but she ran with a man much better than yourself I think I need help I think I can touch the sky and grip Orion's Belt Taking off my vans full of sand and some shells Heaven ain't the place for me but I can hear the bells They say that an angel is self defined So when I describe The girl that lost her mind The sky will probably cry But the rain won't mind if you cry too Feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move Raindrops fall but I fall harder Light reflects off the water in the harbor I don't care to compare what I'm told To what I believe 'cause I'm still all alone I've been tryna get back home But I don't know which road To take before I can awake from this nightmare I'm cold, all alone Got the wind straight blowin' in my face I can feel it in my bones If I smoke Will the clouds lift my body from this place? 'Cause I don't feel at Home, home, home (Raindrops fall but I fall harder) (Light reflects off the water in the harbor) I don't feel at home, home, home (I don't care to compare what I'm told) (To what I believe 'cause I'm still all alone) What's a home without a lover? What's a road without another? How did we destroy each other? How did we destroy each other?