it lives where i live

And we live just to die so I pray I'm alright when I do, I'm Shooting stars at the sky, not a crow left in my point of view, oh In the midst of a fight, throwing jabs 'til I knock out a tooth If he pulls out a knife and gets rid of my life will the righteous ignite me with truth? 'Cause I will hide somewhere behind the dark that casts into A room that thrives with blinding lights unwinding onto you If only for a second I'm infected by the hue Please, just promise me your honesty 'cause honestly I hate all that I do (Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da), oh I hate all that I do, ayy (Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da) And it lives deep inside building homes in the holes of my heart, I've Set my sights to the light, but I've been paranoid from the start, oh Red dot beamed on my forehead, deep breath, this'll be a night you won't forget Cold sweat, dreams terrorizing my cortex Woke up, drowning outside on my porch steps The water has been rising for years hypnotizing my peers into thinking they know me But I live in fear that they don't quite appear to the lightness instilled in the old me I swallow my tears, wonder outside for years with the hope that a god'll come smite me Replenish these gears, cut my body with shears, make sure nobody's near even slightly (Slightly) (Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da) Nobody's near even slightly, oh, ayy (Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da) Nobody's near even slightly Blue waves flash in the distance Red lights, stop! I don't listen Projectiles from my piston Couldn't do it by myself, need assistance Pink matter painted onto the concrete Think of this gunshot as the downbeat Red dot beamed on my forehead This'll be a night you won't forget