Always Searching

[Verse 1: Kyle Strang & Randy Pasquarella] Why the fuck do I feel this way? Always searching for the words to say Cursed thoughts day after day Is it me, am I going insane? Darkness closes in I'm losing hope, I feel it within Darkness breathes down my neck I'm losing hope, no way to cope [Chorus: Randy Pasquarella & Kyle Strang] Who am I running from? I'm scared to do this on my own Worn down and losing ground I'm lost and can't be found Tossing, turning, back and forth I don't know who I am anymore This was always meant to be And I will never feel free I will never feel free [Verse 2: Kyle Strang] Fuck, what is real? Don't tell me how to feel How can I deal? Just tell me how to heal, yeah Fuck, what is real? How can I deal? Just tell me how to heal [Pre-Chorus: Kyle Strang] Who am I running from? I can't do this alone [Chorus: Randy Pasquarella & Kyle Strang] Who am I running from? I'm scared to do this on my own Worn down and losing ground I'm lost and can't be found Tossing, turning, back and forth I don't know who I am anymore This was always meant to be And I will never feel free [Bridge: Randy Pasquarella & Kyle Strang] Going through the motions I've never felt so dead The world will never miss me Always one step ahead Clouded judgement resides within Not even half the man I should have been There is no point in living a lie My beating heart, just let it die Just let it die [Chorus: Randy Pasquarella & Kyle Strang] Who am I running from? I'm scared to do this on my own Worn down and losing ground I'm lost and can't be found Tossing, turning, back and forth I don't know who I am anymore This was always meant to be And I will never feel free I will never feel free What, what?