Wondering if I can sweat the sickness out
My phone maps still order us to that goddamn house
Thank God I don't wanna go right now
And maybe one day I can leave without exploding a bridge
But I know I'd be runnin' right back over it
And into those arms, again
And I still reminisce about that awful room
The futon on the wall and the bugs that flew
Around my body while I gave myself to what I thought forever would be
And it's so embarrassing
It's so embarrassing
It's so embarrassing
Like the day you left me stranded at the nudist camp
Emotional abandonment, the camper van
The tattoos that you gave yourself and blamed me for
The Sonic Hedgehog bedsheets on the filthy floor
The time that we saw Blade in the rain, what a show
The way that you forget when I tried to tell you know
The times that I would hold you 'cause you made me bleed
My high school graduation heard you cheerin' from the bleachers
You were the worst but at least you
Seem to want to have a life with me
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