[Verse 1]
First of the month, I'm out in LA
Smoke in my lungs, stuck in a heatwave
Cold call from Ellie says it's not as special without me (Ah)
Hearin' her voice crack split me in half
Kind of vacation you never get back
All 'cause a kid's little crush didn't last
Didn't plan for it ending so fast
[Pre-Chorus]
But it's not about that
[Chorus]
I've got a complex with growing up
I'm over-nostalgic, young, and dumb
Spendin' every August at your summer home
Don't even know what I'm scared of losin' most
It's heart-shaped castle honeymoons
It's somethin' I could run back to
But I can't, anymore
I'll be fine, keep what's yours
[Verse 2]
You got a girlfriend, so I keep my distance
Hold no resentment for you, but I do
For the chapter of life that I lived in
One that I wasn't ready to finish
[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, it's not about you
[Chorus]
I've got a complex with growing up
I'm over-nostalgic, young, and dumb
Spendin' every August at your summer home (At your summer home)
Don't even know what I'm scared of losin' most
It's heart-shaped castle honeymoons
It's somethin' I could run back to
But I can't (But I can't), anymore (Anymore)
I'll be fine (I'll be fine), keep what's yours (Keep what's yours)
[Bridge]
'Cause I want different things than I did before
A house on a river was big enough
At seventeen
Now it's small for me
[Outro]
I've got a complex with growing up
I'm over-nostalgic, young, and dumb
Spendin' every August at your summer home
At your summer home
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