Fucked It Up

[Chorus] Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up [Verse: Lava La Rue] Cause the truth is I ain't been truthful Toxic love force fed in a spoon-full I'm too full And this cavity queen she be mad at me My tooth pulled And I can see you got a question... Thoughts burning in your heart like indigestion My preference, It's treacherous? Nah Deep down I just wanna be loved No point, little bun tryna total the sum Hadda stop cryin' cause my vocals be done Alone on my ones Why not end it before it's even begun Have we even begun? You cut my ribs on a rainy day Mount Goliath I was hiding tryna play it safe Baby angel know your demons one day fade away Fade away and I still got you till I kick the hay I know you prolly think I'm scheming Ankles scratch deep in the dirt while I'm screaming Our innocence was stolen so I told myself I'm dreaming Autopilot preservation never done redeem me Cause the truth is I ain't been truthful Toxic love force fed in a spoon-full My tooth pulled And then my wisdom teeth grew back: Angry Taurus red bull with a blue back See, I'm no longer the subject on your canvass - If the flowers died I want a lover not an actress Well whether this was real or just practice You left your print like memory mattress [Chorus] Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up [Bridge] I can’t help it baby If you could see how much I’m hurting I can’t help it baby If you could see how much I’m hurting Hurting (yeah yeah yeah) Well I’m hurting (yeah yeah yeah) Hurting (yeah yeah yeah) Well I’m hurting (yeah yeah yeah) [Chorus - fade out] Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up Didn’t really know how I fucked it But I really fucked it up