Nearing Home

So tell me where I'm goin' 'Cause I thought I was nearing home Take back all that's given And leave me off where I belong Belong to the Lord, I wonder But I can't help to wonder where He's gone I'm waiting for a rain, a thunder But under every sun it's goin' down Lead me from this evening But I've no strength to carry on Further I've fallen In the midst of standing tall Taller than the highest mountain Leaning on the glory of despair And paying for great revival I'm kneeling on the wrong side of the stars So hear me what I'm saying 'Cause I can't listen anymore Choices I've been making [?] All alone I longed for shelter A battle undefeated I give in Tried against a mighty river Losin' to the darkness [?] So, tell me where I'm goin' 'Cause I thought I was nearing home