Masterbation

Everyday's a vivid nightmare Ever since I left the highchair Waking up to miss the school bus Breaking up again, it's too much Everything I did was no good Close to so good but always no good Even if I changed, is my destiny the same Maybe I'm a little sensitive and high-strung Mentally abused when so young We've heard it all before, the criticism I ignore It ain't enough to be myself and speak free Stand the ground that lies beneath me Life it burns so cold and so hot Don't underestimate me big shot! [Chorus:] Don't need these conversations They feel like masturbation Too much anticipation So shut it up, shut...shut it up, shut it up I make my decisions Based on your reaction To get my satisfaction So shut it up, shut...shut it up, shut it up See, I'm the boy who made things happen Driven by complete compassion I'm always thinking about tomorrow But today is where I borrow My mistakes cause now I'm learnin' Lessons that just keep on burnin' I'm easily amused and just as easily confused Maybe life ain't much worth livin' But it's the gift that keeps on givin' No matter what you're dealt Baby and no matter how you felt Think about the times when we had zero problems Everyday could last forever But life it burns so cold and so hot Don't underestimate me big shot! [Chorus:] And soon you'll see, the...the truth can be A friend in need of you and me It's so much easier if you...you just don't care So shut it up, shut...shut it up, shut it up Look at my face (x2) Don't treat me like a misfit and think that I can't see right though your plasticness Don't pretend you comprehend and think that I can't tell you've lost your place again It's all good, it's all right Now I'm realizing who I'm dealin' with (x3) Go! [Chorus:] And soon you'll see, the...the truth can be A friend in need of you and me And soon you'll see your...your enemy and friend in need of you - it's me It's so much easier if you...you just don't care So shut it up, shut...shut it up, shut it up