growing up can go to hell

looking at the older girls thinking they're cool driving on their own in their carollas to school thinking to myself i wanna be just like them i'd fantasize about being old enough to date he'd take me to the movies and makeout with my face getting grounded sneaking out cuz we'd always come home too late now i've been there, and i've done that i burned through all my firsts too fast my younger self would be so sad to hear me say that it wasn't worth the wait i'd do anything to feel like a kid again yeah, trampolines and hide and seek on weekends i used to race to finish popsicles before they'd melt these days i'm lucky if i wake up and still like myself growing up can go to hell mmmmm, mmmmm mmmmm growing up can go to hell sugar rushing, sleepovers and hilary duff sharing all our secrets and laughing like we're drunk remember when we didn't need to do any drugs to have fun? now i get my rocks off looking at zillow used to make forts out of blankets and pillows twenty dollar bill used to mean i was rich now i'm older but that's still true as shit i'd do anything to feel like a kid again yeah, trampolines and hide and seek on weekends i used to race to finish popsicles before they'd melt but these days i'm lucky if i wake up and still like myself growing up can go to hell mmmmm, mmmmm mmmmm growing up can go to hell now i've been there and i've done that i burned through all my firsts too fast my younger self would be so sad to hear me say i lost her along the way i'd do anything to feel like a kid again yeah, trampolines and hide and seek on weekends i used to race to finish popsicles before they'd melt but these days i'm lucky if i wake up and still like myself growing up can go to hell mmmmm, mmmmm mmmmm growing up can go to hell