That's Just Life

I know how it feels to feel alone The king of my own fears, I never leave the throne And I've been searching for a place inside my soul Where all my demons can't find me when I go "Pull it together," they say So I keep hoping for better days I'd be lying if I said that I was fine Cause I feel pain sometimes that I cannot describe So do I raise my fist and curse up at the sky Or do I close my eyes and realize, that's just life? I know how it feels to lose control The weight inside myself is not always my own And I am broken, where I'll end up I don't know But maybe that's the point, so I trust in you alone I'd be lying if I said that I was fine Cause I feel pain sometimes that I cannot describe So do I raise my fist and curse up at the sky Or do I close my eyes and realize, that's just life? I'm holding onto hope as I turn the page And I'm praying there is peace to be found in the pain Tell me that tomorrow won't be the same And tell me that this is just a season and my story doesn't end this way I'd be lying if I said that I was fine Cause I feel pain sometimes that I cannot describe So do I raise my fists and curse up at the sky Or do I close my eyes and realize, that's just life?