bleak

It's been one of those weeks again I've been chewing the inside of my cheek again And please pretend that last night I didn't drive my car off the road 'Cause I'm fine, so fine, so fine, until I get so low Low If I leave, the pain doesn't leave with me It moves on to you and you hold it So when I think it through, I picture you Ashamed I try to control it But I feel like a burden, I'm not a person That I want to know Know I wish I was more than what I am, I swear But I would be nothing if you weren't here Can't run from thoughts, they're everywhеre God, I would be nothing if you werеn't here You weren't here It's been one of those weeks again And I hate to make it all about me again But I fall asleep at night and I Pray I don't wake up in the morning light To the same mistakes and shades of grey That paint my brain and tear me apart Apart I wish I was more than what I am, I swear (Swear) But I would be nothing if you weren't here (Weren't here) I can't run from thoughts, they're everywhere But I would be nothing if you weren't here (Here) You weren't here I'm stood at the edge of the cliff But you keep on pulling me back again We all know someone who couldn't cope Don't wanna become that friend of a friend I'm stood at the edge of the cliff But you keep on pulling me back again We all know someone who couldn't cope Don't wanna become that friend of a friend (Ohh) I'm stood at the edge of the cliff But you keep on pulling me back again We all know someone who couldn't cope Don't wanna become that friend of a friend (Oh) It's been one of those weeks again I'm sorry, I try to keep it to myself But I'm such a mess inside, that's why I'm never there for anyone else (Oh) And I'm sorry 'Cause it's all getting bleak again It's been one of those weeks again