If I Was God

[Verse 1] Would you love me if you found out I never had no clothes, cars, money? No clothes, cars, money Would you still want me if I told ya I was not a somebody (somebody)? Nothing special (nobody) Yeah, I've been lying, fantasizing that I had it all I want to give you more than just the person that I was [Pre-Chorus] I wish I was strong I wish I was everything I'm feeling inside my head Don't let me wake up The truth is my enemy Just tell me you're still here ... [Chorus] If I was God, what would I change? (Love, War, Lies, Money) (Love, War, Lies, Money) Should we keep on or should we throw me away? (Love, War, Lies, Money) (Love, War, Lies, Money) [Verse 2] I hate to tell ya, but it's all an illusion from the hair, lashes, nails, body Hair, lashes, nails, body I'm scared to disappoint ya, all I really got is just a heartbeat, soul, honest Heartbeat, soul, honest It's a secret me I never showed nobody, no That everything I want is in the pathological [Pre-Chorus] I wish it was real I wish I had everything I dream of while I'm in bed Don't let me wake up The fear of emptiness Just let me believe it [Chorus] If I was God, what would I change? (Love, War, Lies, Money) (Love, War, Lies, Money) Should we keep on or should we throw me away? (Love, War, Lies, Money) (Love, War, Lies, Money) [Bridge] I don't really wanna live like nothing's wrong I don't really wanna give up on our love I don't really wanna live like nothing's wrong I don't really wanna give up on our love, babe [Chorus] If I was God, what would I change? (Love, War, Lies, Money) (Love, War, Lies, Money) Should we keep on or should we throw me away? (Love, War, Lies, Money) (Love, War, Lies, Money) [Chorus] If I was God (would you still love me?) what would I change? (I wasn't everything you thought I was, illusion) Should we keep on (It's not a lie) Or should we throw me away? (You see I just want to give you the best version of me Fantasy, Ideology, I choose dishonesty, dishonesty... I'm trying to protect you from disappointment, disappointment Is it really wrong, am I really that wrong? )