Going to Die

Through infinite dimensions From far beyond the weeping cosmos I have traveled an endless indeterminate quest For but one simple truth I cannot take this God damn lie anymore And I am ready to die It's the top of the morning I cannot take this God damn lie anymore And I am ready to die It's the top of the morning I'm trying to live a better life I'm trying to live I'm trying to Just when I think life ain't so bad I'm going to die I'm going to Die die die die die die die die Die die die die die die die die Die die die die die die die die Die die die die die Woke up this morning Wanted to die Just like every other day So I took some poison I got from some guy Whom I found on craigslist Then I emailеd my family to say I was dead And that I never lovеd them There's only one small problem I'm still alive I'm trying to live a better life I'm trying to live I'm trying to Just when I think life ain't so bad I'm going to die I'm going to Woke up this morning But I'm still alive (fuck) Much to my chagrin 187 missed calls From my friends and family Nothing left to drag me on And there's no chance I'm going home Tried to live a better life But at the end of the day I'm going to die Die die die die die die die die Die die die die die die die die Die die die die die die die die Never had a meaning but I had a shackle haven't got a clue Give 'em all a topic and a sense of validation And then everything I wanted will be true Everything I saw, finally a truth Ripper on the run, all I want's a clue Running out of mysteries to solve and never knowing what to do I'm craving meaning and I'm poor Fuck this world and everybody in it Fuck this life Hey now we're never gonna save the world No, we're never gonna save you motherfuckin' ego-jackin' whores One time, one life More than I ever bargained for It's all just a chore Take me back to space back to home And you can sit and wonder what you're waitin' for Failure after failure I never stood a chance Can't seem to get things right Maybe just one more attempt I'm trying to live I'm trying to live a better life I'm trying to live, I'm trying to Just when I think life ain't so bad I'm going to die, I'm going to