self care.

[Verse 1] I could go to the doctor and get needles in my face So whenever I smile, my forehead stays in place I could eat a liquid diet so my bones start to pop Spend all my money bein' someone I'm not I could risk the melanoma so I glow in the dark Do the kinda shit you can't quit once you start I could bleach all the brown right out of my hair Buyin' clothes the internet told me to wear [Chorus] I tried, I tried to hate me I tried, I tried, but then it got old I think, I think I like me I think, I think I'm finally sold Maybe, maybe I'm lazy Or maybe deep down I'm kinda scared To change what my mama gave me I can't, can't make myself care [Verse 2] I could sleep all eight hours like they say that I should Read all the books on how to feel good I could sit on the floor, close my eyes, meditate On all of the ways that they say to be great I could sell all my stuff, namaste in the wild Find me a shrink to find my inner child I could burn all the baggage from how I was raised As if how I turned out's not okay [Chorus] I tried, I tried to hate me I tried, I tried, but then it got old I think, I think I like me I think, I think I'm finally sold Maybe, maybe I'm lazy Or maybe deep down I'm kinda scared To change what my mama gave me I can't, can't make myself care [Outro] I can't make, I can't make myself care (Oh) I can't make, I can't make myself care I think, I think I like me