sorry I got huge (also not a euphemism)

[Chorus] Usually you know Said most times you know Usually you know Sometimes I get a little real big Sometimes I get a little real big Sometimes I get a little Sometimes I get a little Usually you know Said most times you know Usually you know Sometimes I get a little real big Sometimes I get a little real big Sometimes I get a little Sometimes I get a little (Big) [Verse 1] My therapist said take up space My little boy said take up space My old blood said take up space Sometimes I get a little Sometimes I get a little Tired of saying I'm so sorry I cry if I wanna, it's my party Tired of holding my tongue and keepin' secrets like I sold crack It's like blaow, nigga, hold back Blaow, nigga, hold back A large pile of unsaids Fifteen thousand unreads Staying quiet like Staying quiet like You don't wanna sleep wild on a bunk bed To avoid the bloodshed Who's the winner in a clean fight? I'm finna get the green light My aura's bigger than it seems like As big as a refrigerator Staying little till a little later Back corner of the elevator Little like the Czar of the Telestrator [Chorus] Sometimes I get a little real big Sometimes I get a little real big Sometimes I get a little Sometimes I get a little Usually you know Said most times you know Usually you know Sometimes I get a little real big Sometimes I get a little real big Sometimes I get a little Sometimes I get a little [Verse 2] Twenty miles till my shirt sleeves Put them heart in me Stay small, be a part of things Deeper than it pretends to be, shit I hid my real big from me The little guy rides in the titan Get them to memorize the lies of the frightened Applied science, my true size is sky writing Sans serif, handed down from my grandparents