Now What?

goosebumps on the back of my neck when I looked up and you were there sod's law, then I saw it was just some guy who had your hair and just like that I felt my heartbeat coming down in real time I kinda wished it had been you six months and I haven't thought once about all of the things that drove me out your ghost has been cooking me toast and picking my socks up off the ground and just like that the air has changed and so have we I am completely fucking free - now what? there'll be a day you're not even slightly mine one for the ages, it's a tale as old as time maybe I will watch you walking down the aisle and think about the time when I was hanging on for life for dear life 1 year of biting my tongue letting you go, getting it done so funny how the time can fly when you try to run and just like that I missed my chance to call you up you've only gone and fell in love now what? (now what?) there'll be a day you're not even slightly mine one for the ages, it's a tale as old as time maybe I will cook for you and your new wife and think about the time when I was hanging on for life for dear life try to learn and find the meaning take a bath in all the grieving new tattoo, ego death find someone to take to bed trick yourself, call your bluff it's not the same but close enough and now we play a lottery of all the people we could be whatever you're meant to feel whatever you're meant to feel you'll feel eventually you'll feel eventually