Who Am I?

I cut my hair the way you say you like it have I got no free will? I took the long way home to make a point about it now I'm late but what a thrill you can't be my responsibility what if I want someone to take care of me? when I put it like that it sounds so fucking bleak and I want you but not like this been trying to be everything but I can't be your rock and your lover, your mom and i've tried now i'm not anything just a painting that's meant to blend in with the wall i'm tired if I'm your everything who am I? see when you get sad I find it all consuming so can you just not get sad? I look like a fool feel like a failure trying to be your saviour dancing round the room trying to make you laugh been trying to be everything but I can't be your rock and your lover, your mom and i've tried now i'm not anything just a painting that's meant to blend in with the wall i'm tired if I'm your everything who am I? who am I? i'll try and i'll try 'til it eats me alive and i'll do what you want 'til i'll something i'm not I'd jump and i'd run to the edge and beyond and for what? do my best 'til there's none of me left been trying to be everything but I can't be your rock and your lover, your mom God i've tried now i'm not anything just a silhouette of the person I was if I'm your everything who am I?