When Did I Lose It All?

When did I lose it all? In the corner of my eyes I see you When did we fuck it and fall? It's always been you, it's always been you Thought we'd love and grow old together We'd bring out the best in each other You made me believe we could do anything, anything I'm letting you go For now, for now I wanna marry you But not now, not now Kiss me down the neck, let's have our moment Just before I forget what you taste like, what you feel like Touch me like we're dying, touch me like the first time I was never lying, desperately trying for us Desperately trying for us I'm letting you go For now, for now I wanna marry you But not now, not now I'm letting you go For now, for now I wanna marry you But not now, not now The saddest thing of all is that I know You're shriveling under my skin and I won't ever let go When you said bye a piece of me died And left with you that night, that night When you said bye a piece of me died and left with you that night We admitted it for the very first time I'm letting you go For now, for now I wanna marry you But not now, not now 'Cause I'm letting you go For now, for now I wanna marry you But not now, not now