The Last Letter

[Verse] I hope you listening somewhere, in some other dimension The sun don't even shine the same, since you been gone for a minute Surprised, that I could even write this with dry eyes I coulda ended California's drought alone with my eyes It's been a long time coming, don't even know what to say But while this plays, I imagine your face So whats your thoughts on the after life huh? What's it like? I asked you once in a dream where we talked Nowhere so you just looked as we walked and you still had blonde in your hair You looked great, still had a purse on your arm Which was random Wish I could kidnap you from heaven and hold you for ransom And tell God to his face, that if he want back what he took he better save me a space Or atleast give a nigga some peace of mind Damn, every hearts when you left took piece of mine I started smoking cigarettes cause I was stressed the hell out Surprised I still have a liver from all that damn liquor I was tryna drown down my thoughts just hopin' I'd die quicker Every time I think about it damn I still quiver Even in the summer spent without you, I still shiver No answers and no places at all, cry out to God in vein no one is listenin' but the walls Man I'd trade it all in the drop of a dime Give you a hug say I appreciate you one more time How could I be damn stupid, so damn foolish? Desperate tryna find a way to undo this A terrible feeling, not everyone can relate Trying to apologize when it's too late I pray to God you can hear me, and some how forgive me Don't know what you got until its gone and now I see really All I need is a second chance to prove I'm a better man You brought me into this world, I closed your eyes with my hand I keep your scars near and everytime that I play I hope you proud of your boy, your son doing his thing I love you and I miss you and hope get this letter Signed, sealed, delivered, overnighted to heaven [Instrumental Outro]