almost at the point of throwing it in
just want to be small as possible
to turn invisible for just a little moment
world’s too physical, i feel every bone when
everyones moving oh so confidently
and envy, it builds inside of me
you said for once you were gonna take a chance, just
really thought you could choose not to be anxious
shut off something that keeps you up every night
when you lay for long enough that
it pulls you under like nothing before
can’t talk for shit, that's something i’m sure
but i snap back, and he’s waiting, looking at me
in my heart, i know he’s not about to leave
till we get one song together
(god, you’re out of your turf, you should have known better)
but with a tug i know that i’m tethered
frozen and helpless now
I have seen men in dog masks cry like babies
Because they are told that they are good
I have been someone's dog
Because they needed me to be
And god it felt so good
I have had my head patted
And my belly rubbed
And my neck kissed
With my ears scritched
And my paws touched
And my tail wags
And we did what we wanted
And we did what felt right
And so I am making up for lost time
For myself and many
And it may not make sense
And it has no need
Except for the need to be a dog
Unconditionally loved
And learning how to be soft
(To you)
Im woofing and barking
Im happy ur smiling
I laugh when u pet me
Ur strokes on my tummy
They tickle i love it
U call me a good dog
Im wagging and blushing
Do all dogs go to heaven
Idk about god
but I wanna leave a good dog impression
I just wanna be good to you
Is it enough to wanna be good to u
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