Anxiety:Clarity

I'm not supposed to be here I'd rather be running, never wanted to be here I question the feelings I feel Hard to feel it coming when you don't wanna be here I don't wanna let go But everyone's running, running back into the fold Will the pain bring you back home? Or find yourself going the way the buffalo goes Everyone's running like they don't wanna be here Everyone's running like they don't wanna be herе Everyone's running like thеy don't wanna be, wanna be here Everyone's running, thinking they're gonna be Why don't you go to fucking Disneyland, you know And build a monument to your delusional thinking? Why don't you go to fucking Disneyland And build a monument to your delusional thinking? But wait, but wait There is another breath Just breathe, there is another breath Oh yeah, everybody's scared Heavy games, oh You can't take this back Because the present has a past Now you're stuck here forever Heavy games, oh You can't take this back Because the present has a past Now you're stuck here forever Heavy games, oh You can't take this back Because the present has a past Now you're fucked up forever Now you're fucked up forever Now you're fucked up forever Now you're fucked up Forever And before you see that horrible forest fire You see this massive cloud of smoke And it's, and, and, and it's cinematic, and it's biblical You know, does the end become just entertainment? Wow, that's a fantastic looking fire that's about to sweep through me