Guitar Song

I was down and out in San Fran, hopin' they could make the drive I was a lonely stoner, I was always taking time I was safe for a second, I'm closing my eyes I never felt at home until I got old and realised I remember being sixteen, didn't know a thing with open eyes I couldn't take the pain but I was old enough to try Looking in my reflection and wanting to die I didn't like what I was seeing when I hoped I might (Hope my body change, I can't stay this way, I'm the only one) Now I'm in pieces tryna leave but I can't (Won't bе lonely no more, just running in circles) I'm doubting my outfit, I'm doubting thе way I look Then she tells me, "you look great" but it hurts just the same I didn't know at an early age I can try, but I won't be in peace in my place And though, I can go compare myself to them It doesn't help me much in the end, no Can't go far And I can't go far And they can't go far And they can't go far