[Verse 1]
I woke up this morning and I looked in the mirror
And screamed into the pillow I was spooning last night
I cry in the shower 'cause the tears just wash off
And shampoo in my eyes makes me forget what I was thinking of
I won't brush my teeth, I haven't all week
I won't talk to anyone, I haven't all week
I give a big sigh and I fall back to bed
It's only eight A-fucking-M
[Verse 2]
I disappeared and they all thought I died
Then I returned to the most patronising eyes
Everyone knows now, a lot of them stare
As I walk past in the corridors, I won’t do it again
I swear everybody hates me, or еverybody is concerned for mе
And some people feel both and I owe them an apology
My friends have lost what I used to be
Breathe. One. Two. Three
[Chorus]
I'M SO FUCKING SAD
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I TRY
[Bridge]
*Crying*
Uhm, I'm not okay
I'm really, really not okay
I'm just
I've just...
Fuck
I'm so sad
I'm so depressed and sad
I'm gonna cry stop listening to me, stop listening to me now
Please
I'm sitting in the middle of a field and just crying
Jeez
[Chorus]
I'M SO FUCKING SAD
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I TRY
[Verse 3]
WHY ARE THEY LOOKING AT ME
CAN YOU MAKE THEM STOP?
"HAVE YOU HEARD THE RUMOURS?"
HONEY, I AM THE RUMOURS
THEIR MOUTHS ARE MOVING
SO I TURN IT UP LOUDER
'TILL I CAN’T HEAR THE VOICES INSIDE
MY HEAD
[Outro]
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry you had to listen to this
'Cause I just need, i just need break
Fuck… *sobbing*
Uh, I could really do with a hug right now
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