In It for the Pleasure

[Verse 1] Operator's on the phone, says I can’t be trusted That's why you left me alone, it was broke and now it's busted A little sunshine would do but outside it’s disgusting It's barely making a sound, my heart is beating so loud [Chorus] I feel the sinking in my bones I feel the pressure Were you in it for the love? Or were you, were you in it for the pleasure? [Verse 2] It's late July and the sky's so grey Everyone's in bed for a month in LA The house is so quiet, it's barely making a sound My hands are shaking, my heart is beating so loud [Chorus] I feel this aching in my bones I feel the pressure Were you in it for the love? Or was it a game? Were you just in it for the pleasure? [Verse 3] I dive into the pool, the pool was empty There ain't no water now, my bones feel like an ash cloud All the minuses and pluses, I try to write ‘em down It doesn't matter now, my heart is beating so loud [Chorus] I feel this aching in my bones I feel the pressure Were you in it for the love? Or were you just in it for the pleasure? [Bridge] I lie to myself so I can stay sane A list of scratched out numbers next to names And I’m runnin’ out of space It goes on forever [Chorus] I feel the pain I feel the pressure What was it anyway? Do you remember my name? Or was it just a game? Was it just a game? Were you just in it for the pleasure?