baggage claim

My big sister used to beat the shit out of me Cause she said that no brother of hers' will ever be a pussy But boy, oh boy, bet she didn't see this coming Ten years later, I became the biggest pussy she's ever seen Then my big brother taught me how to hold back my tears He said "crying's for pussies, my boy, and there's no pussy in here" And to this day, I still can't cry, I feel so broken All these feelings I've been holding in are slowly decomposing Cause I've got so much baggage, gets heavier each day I'm not proud, but I'm also not ashamed Cause I've got so much baggage, I'll be your baggage claim I'm not proud, but I'm really not ashamed Cause I've been dealing with this since the 90's I'm bitter as shit, so don't mind me I don't mean to freak you out, but uh oh, I think I need you I've been saying that shit since the 90's But nobody listens when I speak I don't mean to freak you out, but uh oh, I think I need you I don't deserve, I don't deserve loving her, i don't deserve My dear mother got the short end of every stick A husband that has a heavy fist And kids that don't give a shit And my dear father threw his fist through every dry wall I can hear the screams from my bedroom But I act like I can't at all And my so-called best friends called me fat Until I wasn't I was 13 when I lost the weight Did I starve myself for nothing? Cause I'm still hungry Fuck your food, I'm craving revenge Six years later, just to get them back I fucked all of their girlfriends Cause I've got so much baggage, gets heavier each day I'm not proud, but I'm also not ashamed Cause I've got so much baggage, I'll be your baggage claim I'm not proud, but I'm really not ashamed Cause I've been dealing with this since the 90's I'm bitter as shit, so don't mind me I don't mean to freak you out, but uh oh, I think I need to I've been saying that shit since the 90's But nobody listens when I speak I don't mean to freak you out, but uh oh, I think I need you Cause I don't deserve I don't deserve Loving her I don't deserve Don't deserve I don't deserve A life with her I don't deserve Don't deserve I don't deserve Loving her Oh I don't deserve