birthright

[Verse 1] You'll watch me fall down the same dark hole That my dad fell in, 20 years old Regulating with heroin He got drafted, went through basic Cleaned himself up, got married and had a kid I wish I could talk to the dead Find the source of the shit going on in my head I wonder if he was bipolar too Did it come from my mom's side? Is it my birthright? [Verse 2] If I say, "I hate this part of me" You'd just say, "it's still a part of me" All I can do is grow, can do is change I'll die alone the best way [Verse 3] Time's a flat circle, I'll always end up where I came from Despite how I try, I'll make thе same mistakes Over and ovеr and over again Like destiny thinks I'm my parents [Outro] So where does the half survived come in? Do I decide how I wanna live? I wish I could know, I fuckin' wish I could know Fuck, I wish I could know I wish I knew [Instrumental]