Handguns and Second Chances

[Verse 1] To kill the whitest looking dove To hate everything I love And I'm trying to pretend Oh in wanting life to end That I am not another stupid Little teenage fucking whore [Chorus] And now I know And we will see And now I know And we will see [Verse 2] To take this handgun to my eyes And watch my cells start to rise The flesh now starts to break as the Bullet enters like a snake through Through one side of my head And out the other one [Chorus] And now I know And we will see And now I know And we will see [Bridge] And I'm too scared to live tonight And I'm too bare to shed my plight [Verse 3] And I'm too scared to live tonight Too damn bare to shed my plight (Please tell me I'm not wanted) (Please tell me I'm not wanted) Watch the bones rip through my flesh A catharsis of my own distress (Please tell me I'm not wanted) (Please tell me I'm not) [Chorus] And now I know And we will see And now I know And we will see