Do You Feel Real

I thought I'd silenced you But here you are again Welcoming my anxiety I've wanted to throw you out But since you're the gate I remain the prison I thought I'd heal from you Or you'd escaped from me Maybe I'm too scared to forget you I just can't remember how it feels like to function without Absorbed in total free fall It's a waste of time It's not that serious And then, when guilt consumes you in your yoga class And your teacher convinces you You have to come back more often to solve these issues Right? I look around to realise I am the problem Am I put into this world solely to embody it?