Could've Struck The Lotto

[Verse 1] Killin' your idols one word at a time When I was killin y'alls, I was also murderin' mine Indeed I'm all it be, I squeeze accordingly If a fave should get caught in between then all it means Is meaning was never enough for me to wanna wish through Fists full of dollars, ignorance is so blissful Every part of me just wanna see how much the fists do If this be a problem then I'm missing all the signals You could miss me with the mistakes Cause my realities is the meaning of missed plates Kitchen tables need decorating, I'm decorated The china be there but all the feelings is misplaced And this may lead to a decay of beautiful sorts If I could race through all the traits and the beautiful Porsche Then I'll erase through the change they refuse to restore And pitfalls in the poetry, truthfully yours And monologues at a dollar store, invited to ride along Parental advisory, all of it is how you thought All that we In Search Of is to Fly Or Die So to have you Seeing Sounds that's inside the Sky Is Nothing I suppose, so if I was alone Then them sounds that you seeing is all that I really know [Hook] For the all in the mall And the rush to follow That buck that bought a bottle Could've struck the lotto Say I'm on what I'm on trying to jump tomorrow And I bought that boy a bottle Could've struck the lotto, honestly [Verse 2] So that's 300 tickets that we could be comin' in with That spade shit is pricey but we in love with the livin' We in love with the life, lust, the pursuit Promise not to forget how to adjust to the stoop But if I'm away from whatever is made from Know that I betrayed none, forever remained one Forever embedded in the better of days come The header on page one, my sketch is a ? run Tootin' my own horn'll level the page some And then the level gets lowered and I refrain from Pennin' what the norm does, everything the norm was Should've been the past but the future's like the norm's son Tryna plan B that, pills in the sauce Hope they smart enough to eat that and dumb enough to starve So to summarize it all, this is more than what it seems Fully loaded clouds, corner of your dreams It's nothing I suppose, so if I was alone Then them sounds that you seeing is all that I really know [Repeat Hook]